I thought I would sleep well last night, but I (we) didn't. I don't think I fell asleep before 12:30 and was awake at 4:06. Tarzan was also awake so he got up and surfed the web and came back to bed at 6:30. I just laid there awake until 6:30 and then got up. I am supposedly back at work today, but fortunately I don't have many meetings. When I hit the wall I'm going to take a nap.
My doctor called and he also sent me an email in response to my email to him this morning. His messages were nice, and he said his secretary will call me to set up the WTF meeting with both him and Dr. Wolf. Hopefully we can do it this week or next. Tarzan wants to visit some other doctors and get some other opinions. We will most likely make an appointment at the University of Michigan fertility clinic. We definitely want some other doctors to review our cycle, review the donor's hormones, egg quality, etc, before deciding what to do about our frozen embryo. At the same time I am just so tired of all of this and just want to move on with our lives. I'm sick of doctors, sick of trying. I did start creating a new blog to write about non IF stuff. I don't have any posts on it yet, but soon. I'll let you all know when it's ready.
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That is great if you can get in to talk to your doc so soon. My WTF appt is still a month away (my BFN was a month ago)! And of course they try to get you into a cancelled place, but it is just ridiculous.
I think if you can right now, just take gentle care of yourself and Tarzan. This is not the moment for deciding what you will do for the rest of your lives, you've just had a crushing disappointment and you need to heal a bit before reassessing. That being said, do what feels right to you - my a$$vice is just that. Best of luck - hope it gets better soon.
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