Too tired to write now, am going to bed, but got a birth announcement in the mail today from a friend of mine (10 months younger) whom I haven't talked to since last summer (when she moved to Ohio and didn't leave me her email or new address, and then my phone broke which had her cell phone number). I sent her a Christmas card to her old address hoping to hear back from her. Well I did today and she had a baby boy 3 weeks ago. I am very happy for her, but why does every other 39-41 year old friend of mine get pregnant with barely any effort? I just don't get it! Why did I have to fall into the group of women whose eggs suck!!!
Oh and guess what? Tarzan's last semen analysis (2 weeks ago) came back totally normal. We are guessing his wearing boxer shorts for the past year have finally made a difference, but who really knows. I guess that really does mean it's been my crappy eggs most of the time. Oh and now it's likely that our insurance won't cover the $2000 ICSI charge because they'll say it isn't medically necessary. Isn't that a kick in the pants?
6 comments:
I'm sorry, Kelly. I know how frustrating it all is, especially when you can't control any of it. Focus on this cycle, and whip that donor into shape!
Hope you're feeling better today! All of this is beyond frustrating!
That is a kick in the pants! But my insurance didn't cover anything BUT my meds, which were about $5000, so I'm thankful for that!
I hate that you had a down day. Hope you got a lot of rest and relaxation and things are moving in the right direction, even if its not the same direction as your friends.! Keep your eye on the prize! ;o) Praying for your peace!
Hugs, Hollie
Sorry you had a bad day. Try not to compare your reproductive self to other women who are close in age. I know exactly how you feel - I've found that's one thing guaranteed to make me miserable. And look on the bright side, if Tarzan's sperm is better now, you really don't need ICSI anyway.
I'm sorry Kelly. IF just sucks, no matter how you look at it. Hang in there, enjoy some wine and have a great weekend!
Ugh! I swear...just when we feel like we are doing well and moving forward with our lives we get knocked down. I HATE that! I am sorry you had a down day. Sorry I am late to offer support. I have been neglecting my blog reading lately.
I wish I could give you a big hug! You will have your little one/s very soon! I am still praying!!!
Let me know if you want to meet for coffee soon!
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