Her period just started. Honestly if it weren't for the many thousands of $ we've already spent on lawyers and travel, I'd give up now. 5 years of this shit is too much and I just want to move on with my life. I honestly don't even think I want kids anymore.
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Sorry Kelly. Thinking about you lots.
Oh hon, I'm so sorry. Now is not the best time to assess your feelings, give it a few days (months?) Would there be an advantage to having her do an IUI instead of the turkey baster? And am I counting right - you've tried 2 months now? So different when you are in the thick of things.
At my clinic people keep trying to push us to surrogacy, like it's a "sure thing". Reminds me of 5 years ago when they said donor egg was a "sure thing". Guess there really aren't any for sure deals in IF! Good luck to you all-
glad the cat is doing well.
Don't give up sweetie! This IS going to work. It just may take time.
I am just so in awe of what a strong woman you are though, even if you don't feel that way right now. You are amazing and I am so honored to know you. Just think of how many people you encourage and inspire on a daily basis. You will have your turn. I just have to believe that, even if you don't. (which I'm sure it's extremely hard for you to believe that right now).
But I will have hope enough for both of us and will be there through all the ups and downs. You deserve the best Kel and I am praying like crazy that God will FINALLY answer your (and mine and countless others') prayers.
Big hugs Kel! Maybe this time they will trust you more with the whole timing of things. And I'm happy she gets a break from her kiddos. Sounds like she was pretty stressed out as it was.
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