It died

I was 2 miles from my house on the way to acupuncture when Dr. M called to tell me that the little fucker did not survive the thaw process. The outside part (zona something or other) was ruptured and the cells inside began to shrink.  I guess my fuckin spirit baby decided to stay up in the fuckin clouds. So fuck you - go to some other mother because I'm fuckin done. I'm moving to Chicago and going to forget about having kids. I'm moving out of this fuckin neighborhood with a zillion fuckin kids running all over.  Childfree life we are here to stay.