However I did create my new blog. It only has 1 post on it, but if you put it in your Reader, at least you'll get updates the next time I blog.
http://agostinellis.blogspot.com
I will still be blogging here as well, about our next steps, thoughts, etc. Not much has happened, but we do have an appt. to get a second opinion on our failed cycle at the end of August. Tarzan called the new clinic and set up the appointment. It seems that I am the one who wants a break more than anyone. He wants to investigate next steps. I am feeling bombarded by our families on both sides. His mom wants us to do another DE cycle as soon as possible. I told her that I am not ready emotionally. My aunts, uncle and whoever, seem to be encouraging adoption. I have a cousin who has adopted 4 and soon to be 5 little kids through the foster care system. They are adorable and range in age from a baby to 4 years old, but she is also a stay at home mom. We are not in a position to do foster to adopt when I work full time. I know our families mean well, but I need some more time to grieve before I can think about plan B, C or D.
We are not going to Italy because we got an unexpected bill from our clinic. It seems I maxed out my insurance sooner than I thought I would, so Italy is out. We are thinking of doing a driving trip to Montreal next week for 4-5 days. We'll see. I need to go somewhere. Okay I guess even though I haven't felt like blogging, once I start typing I can't stop.
7 comments:
I have been thinking about you. Glad to hear from you. I hope you are feeling ok.
I have done some research in fostering to adopt and domestic adoptions here in the US and have some good info when/if you are interested...
I am unable post a comment on your other blog...
Just sending you lots of ~hugs~.
I hope they back off a bit and realize that you need some time. I'm sure they mean well, but I know that even Al doesn't always understand how I feel.
And that sucks about the insurance thing. I hope Montreal is nice and you are able to relax a bit.
That is the hard thing about people knowing, sometimes they are too "in your face" when you just want to be alone. On the other hand, it is probably nice not to have to fake everything around these people, if you hadn't told them and they had no idea what you were going through. This is just a terrible time, and you will get through it somehow.
Montreal sounds lovely, hope you can swing it. So theraputic to get away for a bit. Going to check out the new blog now - take care!
Hey There Kelly! I have been thinking about you lately! I'd love to get together once I'm done with my classes (Friday...yahoo!). I am out of town on a little trip until next Monday but maybe we can grab dinner or coffee sometime! I don't start classes again until September 3!
Hope you are doing ok. I am still praying for you!!
BTW, Sorry about Italy...that blows. But Montreal is beautiful too (and much cheaper!). Don't ask me which B&B we stayed at when we went though. Let's just say 95 degree weather...no a/c...no screens on the windows...enough said. It was a nightmare...LOL! But aside from that, we loved it! Hope to talk to you soon!
Hugs,
Kacy
Hi Kelly,
It's nice to hear from you. I hope you're doing okay. I understand the need to take some time before moving on. Take care of yourself!
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